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| Clearing spider websHellooo.. I've not been here for such a LOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG time omg.. LOL.. anwyays i have a short update, 1) my exams are coming soon
2) my last assignment's almost done
3) i need to study BUT..
4) have been stuck on facebook..
5) i'm a facebook addict.. sigh.. sad sad world...
6) today.. i accidentally slipped my id ( it dropped) into someone elses locker.. and
7) i asked the counter people haha... omg they asked me to wait.. so fine
8) i waited almost an hour.. in my college we need to use the student id to access into the library's wash room
9) but guess what?!?!?! NOOO.. i do not have my iD!! dammit.. so i waited
and waited.. and waited.. until i cannot tahan de.. i went back to the counter... LOL.. to ask for de other locker or the fella's locker key... OMG.. i needed to go badly man... HAHA.. so yeah the librarians called her and she opened the locker for me.. phew!
they could have done that earlier.. dammit! anyways.. i think bloggy's updated.. oh oh.. one more thing.. i'm single MUAHAHA.. but sigh.. after breaking up still so much problems.. when will he ever stop?! yeesh... i SHOULD be de one complaining.. i think it's cause i didn't complain he's doing my part for me... sigh... i so wanna CURSE!! anyways! chaoz! ~olly~ | | |
| Time is running out...Why is it that most of the time when I'm in depression and then only you will start talking?....
The only thing i felt from everything you said is just a glimpse of entertainment... it's as if you're trying to entertain me and then after that when I'm back on track, you will just continue what you're doing...
You are busy i know,I'm not asking you to sacrifice for me as much as i do for you.
Just want you to understand how i feel and not always wanting to be emotional - how i wish.I'm trying to understand...~too. So many things i wanted to ask you moments ago...
I'm starting to feel like becoming more and more annoying... to you and myself...
And now... may all this go away...
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| She asked: "What am i thinking"There was a scene where i see all the ones enjoying around in a group where i can see happiness and joy in them which i couldn't have.I'm not jealous yet I'm happy for them.I's totally okay to me about one getting negative talking bad about me, they are teenagers, I've been there too... Let it go...
Sometimes i think maybe it's me who probably had too much expectation thus i don't have much effort to work out a good friendship with anyone as to be trusted also.
I'm not always emotional - no use to explain, you wouldn't understand either.I rather swallow my own sorrows.
I choose to be different, i know no one is perfect but I've always been trying to be perfect for you.I rather tolerate you because i know there is things inside myself that needs a whole lot of improvements.
I often do unreasonable things for a person just so that i can lie to myself saying thats my friend, i got a friend and i should do anything i can to impress/help.I was a fool and for those moment i thought it was worth it.
Sometimes my thoughts were afraid that i might drag you to insanity, frustration till you get fed up and tired of my behavior and left me one day...
I know probably I'm just too free thinking nonsense - after all who would be as deep as me?
Am i better off alone? I couldn't let you go even for the trade of my life...
The things you do often makes me things you're just too good to be so damn true and you were too good for me to have and i don't deserve you - you deserve someone better.
Thats all, I'm blank now.
I had the most special Christmas present for the first time in 18 years of my life. Thank you... and I LOVE YOU more then words can describe... | | |
| DearestHmm.. it has definately been a while since i've last blogged here... honestly i've been quite stressed up lately.. and plus.. i also opened another blog.. i got fed up with blogging here was because the page loads FREAKING SLOW... but it seems okay today.. so i blog lah... anyway... i've just finish all my assignments.. but there's one more to go.. my mircroeconomics.. haih.. assignments are a major pain in the ass... this sucks.... ah boy ah.. if u're reading this i send you an email okay... hmmm... anyway people.. i'm done lah.. i'll write better next time i'm sorta tired... | | |
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αzriel . - FUCK U NAM HON...FUCKING CHIBAI YOU CHAN HO NAM WANNABE HAHAHAHAHAH says: (1:21:56 AM)
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αzriel . - FUCK U NAM HON...FUCKING CHIBAI YOU CHAN HO NAM WANNABE HAHAHAHAHAH says: (1:22:14 AM)
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αzriel . - FUCK U NAM HON...FUCKING CHIBAI YOU CHAN HO NAM WANNABE HAHAHAHAHAH says: (1:22:23 AM)
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αzriel . says: (1:23:18 AM)
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NamHon - i am CHAN HO NAM WANNABE says: (1:23:26 AM)
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αzriel . says: (1:23:53 AM)
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NamHon - i am CHAN HO NAM WANNABE says: (1:24:03 AM)
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αzriel . says: (1:24:08 AM)
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αzriel . says: (1:24:10 AM)
bye la | | |
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